I screamed and reached towards the door where Benjamin's body was disappearing, and I pulled against the guard's strong, lanky hold. The soldier held me at arms length and started speaking to me, but I wouldn't open my eyes and I wouldn't stop yelling.
"Just kill me!" I cried, tears erupting, struggling, writhing. "Kill me, too! Please, please, Benjamin, don't leave! No, Benji, no, don't go, don't go, you can't leave me alone, take me with you, don't leave me!"
Suddenly, I felt a harsh slap against my cheek and my eyes were jarred open. It took me a moment, but I recognized
i gave you my heart, tied neatly with my heartstrings. i cut out my tongue because no words i could ever say would express how i needed you and depended on you and craved you.
and now you come around looking for patience and forgiveness, and you know what? i've got no more to give you. you took it all the day i told you i couldn't do it anymore and you just walked away.
walked away
Boy Up the Street:
All I can think to say is goodbye. I'm giving up, I'm sick of wasting my time, energy, and breath on you.
I honestly can't tell you that I regret you, or any of the times we shared. Because for the first time, I was as close to happiness as I'll ever get, but like everything in life, it had to end.
Please, understand that this is as painful for me as you think it is for you. I'm not giving up because I don't feel like trying, I'm giving up because I tried, honest I did, I tried, and tried, and tried.
But it was pointless.
No, I can't honestly tell you I think anything between us will ever be the same, and I know not
Day 9 - Someone I Want to Meet by Bubblegum-Kiwi, literature
Literature
Day 9 - Someone I Want to Meet
Dear Someone-Nice,
I want to meet you someday, maybe when I'm contemplating jumping off the nearest cliff, or starving myself. You don't have to do much, honest. You can smile, if you'd like. Or you can have a full-blown conversation with me. You can compliment me, I never get compliments. Or you could give me a piece of gum, I'd love that, too.
- Me
I'm an aspiring film-maker from Baltimore, I'm a YouTuber, guitarist, pianist, singer, and writer(not short stories).
Current Residence: Baltimore Favourite genre of music: Rock Favourite photographer: Hannah Hines, Duncan Ferguson, Abby Czajkowski, Sarah Middleton, Rebekah Atherholt Operating System: Linux Ubuntu
Well, I've decided to ditch this place... I don't really use it ever, other than advertising. So here's what I'm gonna do: I'm gonna post all my sites down below, and if you still wanna keep in touch and follow my stuff, you can.
FaceBook for my YouTube:
http://www.facebook.com/electricguitar16
FaceBook for my band:
http://www.facebook.com/WednesdaysFaith
YouTube channel:
http://www.youtube.com/theelectricguitar16
Twitter:
http://twitter.com/electrcguitar16
and then my email is down in my Info.
See you Space Cowboy!
~Stevo
I got together with Neon Leon on Sunday, and made some more videos, finally.
Mumford and Sons - Little Lion Man acoustic cover
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BmFBKDP__EQ
Angels & Airwaves - Good Day acoustic cover
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I5pfDyLaOOA
and there's one more, but I'm still working on it, and it will be ready in time for my Friday release.
You're welcome. Awesome snapshot. No, actually (I didn't even notice "Baltimore" was in the title, and I freakin live there haha), I went to the 5/03/10 show. Which was my first concert ever. Best parts: I'm a member on Modlife, so I went to Soundcheck, where they gave us signed posters, after the show, my friends and I went out by the bus, where I shook Tom's hand, and David's hand, PLUS David signed my ticket. I couldn't have asked for a better show. Plus, they're my all time favorite band.
Haha, sounds like you had a blast!! They're definitely some good guys, I always used to have fun with them. You have to watch out for Atom though, he's a little prankster!